I want to know you you are! I’ll be watching around mile 18 at the route 30/commonwealth ave area in Newton. I WANT TO CHEER FOR YOU! PLEASE let me know if you’re running!! I’m gonna make a GO FITBLRS sign. =)
reblog if you know people doing it so i can cheer!
I will be running!
WHAT IS MY LIFE?
And not just any marathon…but the Boston Marathon.
I’m so nervous but also excited…. I’m flipping out.
I’m really looking forward to the John Hancock Marathon Sports and Fitness expo on Saturday, too…I feel like I will be in heaven when I walk in there.
AHHH, it’s so soon…I can’t even.
Today, the hearts of many break as we mourn the apparent death of 21 year old West Newton resident Franco Garcia, a student in the Boston College Woods College of Advancing Studies who disappeared on Feb. 22. A body was found in the Chestnut Hill Resevoir this morning around 7:45 am and it has since then been identified.
Franco was such a kind hearted, incredible person who I am glad I had the opportunity to get to know through the Boston College Marching Band. We will all miss you so much.
“Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.”
Rest peacefully, Franco. You will forever be in our hearts.
Please keep the Garcia family in your thoughts and prayers, and reblog. ♥
Today is quiet in my town.
Now I’m just annoyed/irritated as opposed to sad. Don’t mind me. I will feel a lot better if I get this out.
I am just flat out tired of this. I’m tired of constantly seeing myself through the eyes of someone else or looking to others for my good emotions/self-esteem.
I feel like this all stems from the constant feeling of not being good enough. This has always been a problem for me, and I have yet to overcome it. Since I am never good enough for myself, I always convince myself that I will never be good enough for others.
Excuse my language, but… why should I give a fuck what others think? I don’t need other people to tell me who I am or how I should feel…and I certainly don’t need their approval to make me happy.
I need to keep working on understanding who I am so that this need for validation can just vanish.
You want to judge me on my decisions/actions/thoughts/emotions/opinions?
Go right ahead…because I’m just done.
I’m hoping that if I can work on this, I can stop letting stupid, irrelevant things bother me and take over my entire life.
I’m taking a stand. It’s time to do things for me. It’s time to be happy for me.
I love every Nike ad.
Thank you for taking the time to message me and for your kind words. You are so sweet. I think I’m particularly anxious about school, grades, the end of the semester, summer plans, and my upcoming marathon. I always worry way too much but at night I get so worried that I find it hard to sleep. Hopefully I can find a way to relax soon. :-/
I’m finding it really difficult to relax. Nights are the worst.
Edit: please help?